deep think. simple say.

Cuz I was absolutely sure I had it all figured out-way back then.  But now it's this minute, this hour, this day and this week the trend. I crashed and burned and then returned with him. and now I'm absolutely sure all over again.  This week the trend, was to borrow all the strength that he would lend.   Nothing made any sense; but I'm with you again. But I'll stay.. just this week, this day, this hour and this minute with him. We are absolutely sure we have it all figured out, 2 years ahead. So now for this month, this year, and this life; I'm linked with him. 

--> You smiled once, and gave me that look, It didn’t take long to set that hook. I was hard shipped in life and here you are placed, You’ll stay, holding my hand in trials I’m faced. I could try, but I won’t get over you, The grass seems greener and the sky more blue. I stumble and you hold my hand tighter, I haven’t known you long but I know you’re a fighter. Cuz I think of you, and I’m not afraid, How dare you make me love you this way? You made me fall, scraping my knee, Someday it could hurt, but don’t you see? You light my world…the clouds are spread, There’re smiles, and laughter, my happiness fed.

so i didnt shower today, and you still kissed me. you even knew... and you kissed me. i tripped when we walked, but then you held my hand tighter...you didnt even laugh. you saw my math grade. you knew X didnt equal 3. but it didnt equal 1 either, like you said. we laughed. homework consumed me, so you sleep on the couch. but we're in the same room, so that means we're together. i go upstairs for 5 minutes and caught you. you looked alone and scared. but then you saw me and return to the dream. my voice cracks singing in your car. you told me to scream louder, its pretty. you say my name to see my face, then smile that smile. my scarlet face betrays me. i still smile back.   my flaws are perfect. trying to be perfect makes me flawed. you know my past. but still want to be my present. ill keep you. a gift. you want all of my days. all of my nights. i think you have good meds to keep you sane with me. our sch...

If you are unwil ling to turn your heart off for two years to be faithful to The Lord, then you won't be able to turn off your heart the rest of your life when you need to be faithful to you r wife.

God,  Let me play well but fairly. Let competition make me strong but never hostile. In this, and in all things guide me to virtuous paths. If I know victory, grant me happiness.  If I am denied, keep me from envy. See me not when I am cheered, but when I bend to help my opponent up. Seal it in heart that everyone who takes the court with me becomes my sister. Remind me that sports are just games. Teach me something that will matter once the games are over. And if through athletics I set an example, let it be a good one.  Amen.

He thinks about me everyday. Those nights are long, repeating girl... I still love you. He broke down, falling down. He's saying to not listen to a word he said,  to just take his hand. I don't miss him but he thinks about me every day. I don't know he closes his eyes and sees only my face. But I need to replace the things he broke, tore apart and ripped away. So now he wants everything fixed but there's so much to do and too little time.   So much to say. I don't miss him but he thinks about me every day. He expects me to fix everything but he broke too much, ripped us apart and threw me away. 

So they say that love is blind.... So I took my time to write those stupid love letters. From me, to you. And I wasted all that time... forget you. from me, to you. Pick your heart up off the floor. Good intentions were at the door. We moved to fast, but thought too slow.  And I took all night writing those stupid love letters to you. From me, to you. Too bad the damage is done. No returns. Screw you. From me, to you.

Boy... roll the windows down, with this song on the radio.. we sang it out loud.   He drove away but he'll send me a postcard when he gets there.  Everything we lost will suddenly be found. You'll have the world at your feet. Finally unwind, and don't ever stop once you drive, this time.  Drive away from me, take my letter in your hand. When tears block your throat just remember to roll your windows down, boy.. our favorite song on the radio and sing out loud.  Keep driving away, sing until there's nothing left. Just send a postcard when you get there.  Drive away from me and when I miss you.... I'll just roll my windows down, with our song on the radio and just drive, drive, drive.. to nowhere. 

I lost my nerve the day he lost his self control. He swore to me, he lost it in style.  I tried it once but then thought I'd lost a real connection, tried it twice convinced he could change.... third time's a charm and I settled with his imperfections.. then lost some of myself on the way. Now's the time, my time for me. You took this stuff too seriously. You can't come back to haunt me. You won't. We talked it out to try to find some inspiration, that time around we thought we would change. I searched for some sort of inclination maybe, just maybe I could stay. But now's the time, the time for me. You can't come back to haunt me. But now you come around... you come with too much sound. And maybe, finally, I can just break away. Now the time for me. Now is OUR time, you claim. No more times, cuz now's the time for me. You won't.. you can't come back to haunt me. You can't.